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no words can follow the feelings i grow
on the insides of my ribcage
and skull
as little notes of contentment
turn whole in the measures
and i leave roots between 'em
from wear and efforts relinquished
from staining the piano violet
euphoric i think
it floods and
flutters and rushed
and rose throatward
its petals descending
spiraling
controlled by palms pressing
against the front of my face
near the mouths of all elephants
trampling
unmistakably
purposefully lame
their petals descending
quieted i am simply pleased
to have somehow coaxed the sun
from his caves in every iceberg
where frozen i clutched
an antagonized fistful
a cupboard of stale
it settles mist-like with
intentions of wilting
i wilted i
wilted
i
wilted
but here he speaks of artistry
with awe and cobwebs strung high and
frédéric sighing in his wrists
and now
in mine we find
no waning inflorescence
now no hesitations weed themselves
between your words while
still i am unable to
speak any at all
i roam
with sun words
lined backwards and
fingerprints lazily left
and rightfully so exhilarated
but i have not yet found words
to follow the feelings i grow whenever
you lift me to see the view
on the insides of my ribcage
and skull
as little notes of contentment
turn whole in the measures
and i leave roots between 'em
from wear and efforts relinquished
from staining the piano violet
euphoric i think
it floods and
flutters and rushed
and rose throatward
its petals descending
spiraling
controlled by palms pressing
against the front of my face
near the mouths of all elephants
trampling
unmistakably
purposefully lame
their petals descending
quieted i am simply pleased
to have somehow coaxed the sun
from his caves in every iceberg
where frozen i clutched
an antagonized fistful
a cupboard of stale
it settles mist-like with
intentions of wilting
i wilted i
wilted
i
wilted
but here he speaks of artistry
with awe and cobwebs strung high and
frédéric sighing in his wrists
and now
in mine we find
no waning inflorescence
now no hesitations weed themselves
between your words while
still i am unable to
speak any at all
i roam
with sun words
lined backwards and
fingerprints lazily left
and rightfully so exhilarated
but i have not yet found words
to follow the feelings i grow whenever
you lift me to see the view
Literature
Drowning in Reverse
x. I still have your phone.
ix. The boardwalk carnival was shut down a few months later, roped off and boarded up like a condemnation of joy. The ferris wheel still rose high above the skyline, towering in silent reminder.
viii. The funeral was on a beautiful, balmy, sunny day and somehow that made it all the worse. The wind would pick up a little and ruffle your goldspun hair and I could hope, just for a moment, that you were still here.
vii. It was a cold, white room. I don't know why hospitals are so cold. Or maybe it was just me - maybe it was just me trying to siphon out all of my warmth and channel it into you.
vi. I didn't see the
Literature
Drowning in Reverse II
vii. I still have your phone.
vi. The boardwalk carnival was shut down a few months later, roped off and boarded up like a condemnation of joy. The Ferris wheel rose high above the skyline, towering in silent reminder. I had to look at it every day on the ride to school. But it still hurt a little less than the pitying glances cast my way when no one thought I was looking.
v. The funeral was on a beautiful, balmy, sunny day and somehow that made it all the worse.
Literature
Sonnet XVIV
You are celestial. I tell you this,
not with the romantic veneration
of a Renaissance stargazer, whose bliss
depends on perfection. The cessation
of his quixotic notions, his fervent
belief in the Harmony of the Spheres,
would end altogether his pure content
with the firmament he's worshipped for years.
Nomy ardour is more true, if somewhat
less zealous. My telescope has sought out
your craters, your flirtations with moonsbut
I love you dearly still. Even without
his blithe ignorance, I see your beauty.
I love and I know you better than he.
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his praise and encouragements drive me absolutely content
i'll miss these writings when i leave
his praise and encouragements drive me absolutely content
i'll miss these writings when i leave
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Leina...this is truly beautiful. The way you describe things is so wonderfully unique. This is a work brimming with emotion, illuminated by the raw skill of its creator. One of the best things you've ever written. No more words can describe it...
just
this is fucking perfect <3
just
this is fucking perfect <3